April 2010
my seven year old sister has a soft side . Who...
this is a “poem” my baby sister emailed to my mom . oh how I love my munchkin .
mommy you are the best mommy anyone could have when i get in troble
its beacuse i am not doing the correct thing and your trying to
correct the stuff i do wrong and you’ll alway be my mommy i love
forever xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox always be yours want to hug you so
tight i hope you’ll...
stellarkimm
did you private the last post on xanga ?
could you email it to me if you still have it ? because it is inspiring .
helloxamy@gmail.com
March 2010
Stella
I just read your xanga post . it brought me to tears . and thank you . I would respond via xanga but my itouch doesn’t let me . we will talk about this in person . we will be there for each other . remember, that I’m here for you no matter what . now both of us have said cliche things, but we both understand that there’s nothing cliche about the meanings behind the words . I see...
stellakim and mprzzyyy
threesixtyfive project going well guys (:
I’m guessing Josh isn’t going to do it ?
well, one day we need to meet up and do a joint post . Stella ! putting YouTube videos up isn’t hard !
you’ll gain subscribers like crazy, and I can help you out if needed .
weekly wonders on wednesday .
so the past week since last Wednesday has been amazing . Friday and saturday were both days that I truly needed . tonight I get to have fun again
. I’ve lost seven pounds so far and I think maybe another fiveish would satisfy me . once memorial day arrives I will basically live at the pool . spring break is a nice change for me . I think we should get a week off every month just to unwind ....
stellarkim and mprzzzzyyy
I really am thankful to have you two in my life . thanks for understanding . let’s all go watch the letters to God movie . and after we bawl our eyes out, go eat up a storm ? deal ?
status
relieved . sleepy . hungry . sore . anxious . tired . drained . annoyed .
stellakim:
let’s watch that movie together . I’m bawling my eyes out right now too . I’ll bring food . you bring tissues ?
this is supposed to be the best years of my life ,
but I only have a few things that I can look forward to .
getting my math quiz paper back and posting it on my wall .
Sonal’s sweet sixteen sleepover tomorrow night .
no SAT prep until next week .
no stressful chem blackboard quizzes until wayy later .
permit maybe ?
amazing day that Michelle and I are planning which will happen in two weeks !
yeah that’s basically...
regained privacy . little by little .
by the use of xanga .
birthdays . bright . brief . believe .
the reason why I don’t even care if I have a birthday party anymore is . because I feel awkward when I have one . I feel self-concious . I hate making people feel obligated to do anything . I hate making people feel like they have no choice . I don’t feel like I deserve the things I receive . I don’t think I deserve the thoughts that went into the gifts . I don’t deserve...
Sapna
Dude I know right ?!
ugh super irritating .
Michelle :
ugh idk my mom is being so naggy . with all these sweet sixteens going on , she keeps bugging me about mine . and how nobody is going to be able to
come if I don’t have it a month earlier
or a month later . and then my whole family joins in . I don’t even know if I’m gonna go through the trouble of having one . I find my birthdays to be awkward and unnecessary for me .
confused . conflicted . corrupted .
I’m so confused .
Michelle ,
erm yeah . like two weeks ?
we’ll make it an all day event thing (:
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MICHELLE !
baby, haha
how about next saturday ? not this saturday ?
three sixty five . day three .
chuck bass -” I’m came here because I wanted to apologize .”
Blair-” so apologize .”
chuck-” that was it”
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i've decided .
that I am going to relearn piano . on my
own terms .
and hopefully write more of my book .
“daughter to father, daughter to father .
I am broken . but I’m still...”
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day two : three sixty five .
so michelle’s madre will be here in around three hours . in that time I need to shower . study more . clean . and decide what I’m bringing . along with making her card . and having to decorate her presents that Josh has at his house . so much to do . so little time .
things I need to accomplish .
before michelle’s party …
study .
workout .
clean my room .
shower .
study more .
make her card .
eat .
study more .
haha the things I do for you Michelle . <3
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magnificent . magical . mollified .
so tonight was deff a night I needed . so fun to just let loose .
MICHELLE ! my mom was like “why didn’t you buy more sweatshirts?! I like this one !” haha I knew that was going to happen . let’s go again in like two weeks cuz that’s when I’ll be free again . (: I cannot wait until tomorrow . freedom is sweet (:
and the 110% I got on my math quiz,...
Watch365 PROJECT ! DAY 1 (:
yay .
I’ve got a feelin . that tonights gonna be a good night .
gonna be with Michelle and Josh soon
365 project, here we come !
my sister just told me that she wished I didn’t live with her . that she wished I would disappear . that she hated me and so did everyone else in the family and my friends . my mom stood there silent .
yeah, I feel like that’s true .
venting
xanga i love you when I need to vent .
survey . inspired by mprzy (:
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? -closed . it’s creepy when they’re open . 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? - haha does anyone NOT take them ?! 3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? - out i guess ? most of them end up on the floor . 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? - haha nah , i’m not a BA ....
fortunate;
thisisonmymind:
I typed up a long post…. and I deleted it all because I couldn’t handle what I said. I’m always holding back. Welcome to my head.
girl, whats wrong ?
this song is one that i listen to when i feel like...
to my friends .
to all my friends/amigos/cheengoos/whatever . i just want to say: thank you. you don’t understand what you mean to me . without you all, i would’ve struggled so much . in the things that matter most . i wouldn’t have tried to become a better person . i wouldn’t have learned more about myself . i wouldn’t have anyone to talk to . without you all, this past decade and a...
ponder . people . pride . prerecognition . print .
why do we all write about the same person over and over , yet have them not realize ? we subliminally tell you of your faults and yet you choose to flaunt them . you aren’t superior . stop acting like you are . spring break is about to relieve us of the burden of having to go to school . I need plans . Friday and saturday are going to be fun . and hopefully the rest of the week goes...
365 project . with michelle .
so michelle and i have decided to do a 365 project here on tumblr . one year straight . it starts on friday . march 26th ,2010 . anyone else is welcome to join . here are the rules . sunday- post a song quote . monday- general quote . tuesday- pictures . wednesday- week update . thursday-pictures . friday- video/song . saturday- wildcard .
so for one full year we post daily .
we start on Friday...
chem quizzes and math hw for the rest of my life . anyone know what spirit day it is tomorrow ?
going ice skating with madre (:
part eight (jays pov)
I’m writing this directly from tumblr . hopefully it turns out okay .
I may write an alternate ending . Adriannas pov next . You’ll be suprised how different the same scenario sounds .
I was panicking. why? Because I had no idea what to wear, how to act , and what to say. Did she like guys that were outgoing? Funny guys? Arggh . this was just so confusing to me! Whoever said that...
MICHELLE !
Erm I might be able to chill Friday !
haha yes !
(:
dilemas . dillusions . delves . deeply ....
so I need to decide whether or not to go with my madre and sister to ice skating or to just stay home .
desicions . desicions . desicions . I could go, for three hours , or stay home and write my story . which shall I do ?
and I need to go clothing shopping .
so I will do that Saturday while shopping for michelles birthday present . btw, daughter, are you coming with us ?
“but things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do . and I will gladly...”
– Sunday morning -maroon five
worries . wonderous . watchful . weight .
so my dad looks at me while I’m eating my dinner . points at me and says “20”
me: 20 what ?
Dad: 20 pounds you have to lose .
at that point I stop eating just to look at him like “really now?”
and then he asks me if I want seconds .
really Now?
this happened like a week ago , but it happened again just now .
thanks dad .
whatever happened to you telling me...
seeing as i don't have any more posts about the...
would you rather melissa stay with adam, or be with cameron?
stay with adam, but have flings with Cameron (:
sorry . special . soundly . sleeping . scenarios .
I like the ease of tumblr, but the privacy of xanga . and wordpress . I didn’t get to write anything about my story for two whole days ! good thing I wrote my idea down . but now, I can’t seem to picture the scenario as clearly :(
the reason I got the idea was because all of a sudden I quite litterally got a vision . and could picture the whole scene !
it’s fading as we...
