I feel like a piece of rubbish right now . crap . worthless . a disappointment . failure . outcast . awkward . alone . aware . oblivious . contradictory . helpless . forgetful . thoughtful . ugh .
So what do you want for your birthday :D
NOTHING ! don’t bring gifts . just be able to show up :D I’ll answer/respond to five a day (:
i don't deserve this .
any of this . i don’t deserve the kindness i receive . i don’t deserve the patience of my parents .
bittersweetash: sapnarao: PART 1 (part 2 on ashima’s) haha thanks for the props guys (: haha yes, ashima, you will be my first client . (:
NOO!!! Tell tell tell!!!
nope nope . that’s for me to know, and for you to not find out . I’ll answer/respond to five a day (:
Do you like anyone currently?
hmmm, actually yes . but i’m not telling anyone . I’ll answer/respond to five a day (:
Day's One through Four ?
to the bestfriend, the crush, the parents, and the siblings ? here we go, let’s see how much i can accomplish . bestfriend, thank you so much . how many times can i say that and still mean it ? you’ve quite honestly helped me keep my sanity . you make me smile on days where i feel like breaking down and crying . you keep me from shedding more tears than necessary . we...
i have to clean my room which includes organizing all my drawers and closet . HUGE MESS . and then straighten up all of my books/other junk . and work on the powerpoint, and history, and prepare for spanish pals . laskdfjadsjgkadsg
gonna try to film vlog today ? hmmm, maybe if not then i’ll upload it sometime . HAHA it’ll be a few covers ?
estherpark sent me this;
so basically, during english . we errr, got off topic. and sarah is staring at the computer screen which is pretty creeeeeepyy . so let’s start . we started on topic, then it took a turn towards harry potter ? and connected all different things from english that we read . Content of the literature -going against the law. -rags to riches stories - stories from era. -great expectations...
to ashima sekhawat;
RAP TO ASHIMA : Basically, I’m here to just introduce the hidden meanings . behind all the lines that are so sharp that they’ll have you bleeding . you stand there so oblivious to all the craziness that should be obvious, yet, you won’t understand this, can’t comprehend . because you’re way up away in a far away land . you’re minds in space, floating and going to waste . maybe I should go get...
i've been slacking . AND HELP ?!
so michelle and i are going to try covering some songs tomorrow . well, tomorrow is the experimental day . but yeah, any suggestions ? michelle this is the complete list of songs we should atleast check out . Anyone else can let me know of any others . -realize -bubbly -nothing on you -hey soul sister -yellow -into the dark -sunday morning -baby -telephone -breakeven -forever (chris brown)...
mprzzyyy . amyizzle parkfizzle here .
so i wrote a freestyle for you today in history in two minutes . let’s see if i can continue . hmm . let’s ponder and plink . in the time it takes you to blink, i already started to think, of how to make you go and believe that you got the green light and that i got my heart on my sleeve . you are full of false security . just wait until i go and spit out some questions like i’m...
rap to michelle, from amy .
hmmm so that rap was nice, if you’re a beginner . but look at me, cuz i’m a true winner . and imma win this battle, so after you gotta buy me dinner . and i may be old but not as ancient as spinner [from degrassi] aw nahh , you aint any better . so why not be a full out nerd, and knit me a sweater . you should go and try to stop tryna tell her, that you’re a bad ass rapper . they...
historical . help . how . has . ham ?
so i’m here in history . with sarah, and michelle went to the bathroom . neuman is signing my yearbook . hmmm it is quiet in here . oh no he’s walking . oh it’s okay he didn’t look . hmm michelle is taking a while . hope she didn’t fall into the toilet . oh she’s here . HAHA . hope she doesn’t see this . JAM SESSION tomorrow . mmhmm she needs to finish...
technical malfunctions .
still trying to edit the cover/mashup i did . hmmmm hope it turns out okay . may take a while to upload ! sorry ! virtually have no time ! getting a fish soon !!!! MMM MICHELLE BE JEALOUS ! <3 dont worry, babybaby . i’m still getting you one ! patience, young grasshopper
working in the computer lab with Ashima and Esther . hmmm let’s see . MICHELLE my teacher said i can go . eh eh eh eh eh eh eh . stop telephoning me me me me me me me . obviously ly ly ly ly ly ly ly . HAHA esther is about to rap !
trying to download the instrumental version of nothin’ on you . for my photo project tomorrow . and possibly a song cover ? hmmm i think i found one ?
thisisonmymind: “like” this post if you think amy should sing in my guitar performance wednesday! She’s gooood :D And what song? I was thinking Crawl - Chris Brown Nothin’ on You - B.O.B. Any suggestions? LIKE THIS POST! asdfghjkl;fxck ! michelle . daughter . you are grounded . i dont even know if i can GO ! gah, i’ll ask my teacher .
HELP ME ! NOT MICHELLE !
like this post if you don’t want me to perform during the 2nd period guitar class with michelle ….. PLEASE .
part ... eight ?
continuation . adrianna’s POV . Jay’s will be next . wow, it’s been a while . “Breathe, it’ll all be fine. Ugh, why must he show up again?! After I finally get over him. It was his decision to break up, so why come back? It’s not my fault he took it the wrong way. Chill Adrianna, it’ll be fine. Jay’s with you, and he likes you. He understands you, and he’s hot. So why are you...
new beginnings .
so basically, i had a relapse last night . scared me to death . no pun intended . did that make sense to you ? it made me realize, that there are different highs, and lows, in your life . the way you perceive them, makes all the difference . feeling like your cup is half empty, while everyone else’s is full , means, you either : a] drink too quickly, b] have a huge mouth c] are...
stressful . second . sounds . silly .
so mommy and i are doing my sister’s project for her . its a diorama for the wetlands . me: “mom what are these animal figures and stickers for?” mom: “to put in the diorama. “ me: “mom, since when are there monkeys, and zebras ,and giraffes in the wetlands ?” mom: “aren’t there ? oh, umma doesn’t know ! ummas not good at...
failure to meet my great expectations .
i never amount to enough . not enough to make anyone happy . i’ll finish this later . i’m muy ocupado ahora .
post number 447 .
let’s do this . so yeah, have been super busy this whole week, and haven’t been able to update . currently, i am in the school library . hmmmm . did fairly well on my SOLS . DUDE MICHELLE ! your package should be at your house today ! (: or, by the time you read this, you’ll be jumping up and down with gLee (: speaking of gLee; let’s see . once i get my keyboard,...